Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Injusticias del Pasado (or How Chiang Mai Met Iquitos)


sabbath |ˈsabəθ|
ORIGIN Old English , from Latin sabbatum,
via Greek from Hebrew šabbā t , from šā b a t to rest.’

I want to take a moment to interject a muay importante lesson I am learning while in the middle of one of the busiest times of my life. As staff, we are reading through a book I highly recommend. I’m planning to read it a second time and following the Biblical principles in it may change your life.

As we have prayed over our schedule and given the students a little extra time to develop their talents, prepare for the outreach and process through all they are learning, my heart is reinforced by the fact that our Sabbaths are vital to our life. God modeled a Sabbath in the creation and it’s a known fact in things such as weight training that your body BENEFITS through rest and performs better after time off. Here is an excerpt:

“Many of us have lost our way, spiritually, in the whiteout of the blizzard swirling around us. Blizzards begin when we say yes to too many things. Between demands from work and family, our lives fall somewhere between full and overflowing. We multitask, so much so that we are unaware we are doing three things at once. We admire people who are able to accomplish so much in so little time. They are our role models.

At the same time many of us are overscheduled, tense, addicted to hurry, frantic, preoccupied, fatigued, and starved for time. Cramming as much as possible into our Blackberries and Palm Pilots, day planners and to-do lists,we battle life to make the best use of every spare minute we have.

Yet not much changes. Our overproductivity becomes counterproductive. We end our days exhausted from work and raising children. And then our ‘free time’ on weekends becomes filled with more demands in an already-overburdened life.

We listen to sermons and read books about slowing down and creating margin in our lives. We read about the need to rest and recharge our batteries. Our workplaces offer seminars on increased productivity through replenishing ourselves.


But we can’t stop. And if we aren’t busy, we feel guilty that we waste time and are not productive.

...

Add to this the storms and trials of life that blow into our lives unexpectedly and catch us off guard, and we wonder why so many of us are disoriented and confused.

We need a rope to lead us home.”

Scazzero, Peter (2006) Emotionally Healthy Spirituality: Unleash a Revolution in Your Life In Christ

He goes on to say, don’t just rest on Sunday (if that is your chosen Sabbath day)...
STOP everything you have planned and trust God is bigger than it all.
Truly REST, this doesn’t mean ‘catch up on things around the house.
DELIGHT in the little details of creation and have fun!
Take time out to CONTEMPLATE the love of God in our lives.

Evangelism on the Amazon

Last week, my work group in the discipleship school got to join a local church and go down to the most dangerous and impovershed part of Iquitos - Lower Belen (bay-lin). A lot of the injustices of addiction, poverty and sexual abuse are central to Belen and the further and lower (toward the River) you go, the more dangerous...

Click to enlarge. The view from inside a home.


The planks common to Minnesota hiking trails are better equiped than the wobbly irregular boards we walked on above the floating sewer beneath. The uncomfortability was only a motivator to me. My Español is not proper enough yet to preach the gospel or a testimony (but my next language class assignment is to tell my story in my limited Spanish vocabulary) so a pastor did most of the talking. There were four of us being invited into four or five different homes. A young student from Columbia did most of the translation.

I realized my weakest link in the Christian skill set is evangelism. I tend to stick away from the “Christ died for your sins” shtick and simply tell how He has impacted my life through forgiveness, transformation and overcoming pain and fears.

I was conflicted out there, just to be honest, as I felt some people went along for the ride simply because they felt they had to be respectful of a pastor and, dare I say, white gringo missionaries. If one’s heart is not receptive to the fact that someone died for them and they have been given forgiveness, it’s an uncomfortable moment. As a counselor, I would rather talk through how they’ve been hurt, why they are stuck, or what they don’t understand.

An old lady we met, for privacy I will call her Rose, was the most heartfelt encounter. She had known God and walked with Him for years, but recently there had been financial problems and even death in the family. We were able to pray with her and her grandson (whose parents had been killed). In the first house, another mother repented for walking away from God and into sin. If her forgiveness could be measured in tears, His mercy was limitless.

Lastly, I asked each person in Spanish if they had Bibles. What’s a one time conversion or rededication without a source of encouragement and TRUTH? The pastor assured us he would be following up on Wednesday with Bibles and more counsel. I’d say, overall, it was a fruit bearing trip.

The sights and smells of a river of sewage beneath us triggered thoughts of the Land of Smiles.
Plaza de Armas

It’s been one of those moments that brings things full circle for you in a way. Three times now I have been out to the plaza here for prostitution ministry. I made mention of it in my last blog, but these last two trips have a bit more to tell.

I will start with a few weeks ago. I had the privilege of teaching a class on Human Trafficking with the leader of Hefzi-Ba, a women’s ministry that does outreach to women on the streets. We looked at the global impacts as well as the local impacts here in Peru. It is not uncommon for one of the children that sell items on the streets to be trafficked away. One of my co-staff has been confronted by this fear a few times. Some of them she has searched and found the children in another part of Iquitos, some she has never found them at all. Vulnerability and geography make this a great place for predators.

As for the women in the plaza (and the many men that are transvestites), there are a few differences between this and Thailand. One major one is Peru is a Catholic nation, unlike Thailand which is a Buddhist nation, so if you pronounce you are a Christian, generally the girls here are respectful of your ‘bubble’ and your personal space. In Thailand, knowing you were a Christian simply meant you were just like every other white guy who was in it for himself. Another is that the girls here aren’t under lock and key by their bar owners. They don’t work in a bar, they work for a pimp, and so if they wish to not go to work, they can stay at home with their significant other and/or children. (very common) Although there is obviously a pressure to make money. Prostitution, unlike Thailand, IS legal here. It is regulated however as the girls must for in for a health certificate and document their health ever so often.

Last week we went out as a staff team to prepare the waters for the students this week. The nerves of nostalgia weren’t as intense this time, but that feeling of riding in the moto-taxi on the way to the plaza brings me right back to the tuktuks of Chiang Mai. There’s nothing quite like the heightened sense of spiritual warfare that comes along with this kind of ministry. The only comparable atmosphere I have been was that of in the heart of the drug infested area of California known as Skidrow.

This particular night I was able to meet a few of the girls. I asked a few basic questions in my broken Spanglish such as, “Do you have kids?” or “How is your family?”

Some girls are more comfortable than others with the guys, even if we are labeled a ‘brother’. The girls on my team split off to talk to a girl that is a bit closed off and so I sat on a bench to pray. As I was praying, a pair of “women” came up to me. They stood on either side of me.

“Hola! Como estas?” I said. They responded in action instead by sitting next to me. Knowing their intentions, I quickly stood up and pointed at my co-staff. “Mi hermanas!” (“My sisters!”) Even with the familiar faces of my female friends, the man was persistent in his efforts. Once I felt safe to sit back on the bench, he tried to sit on my lap!

In Espanol my co-staff asked him to ‘respect my brother, please!’ The stench of alcohol let me know there were other reasons resulting in such behavior as well. Matter of fact, one of the “girls” was very belligerent and subsequently left in the back of the Policia pickup truck.

As my friend said, “It was a night of firsts.”

I don’t want to end this story on such a silly note, however. This past week I was able to show pieces of my Thailand videos... (which if you never got to see them, please do!)



http://www.youtube.com/stbtome

...as well as the documentary Nefarious.
If you have never seen it, I highly recommend it. Within the limits of good taste, it tells the story of trafficking and prostitution around the world. About half of my students witnessed the film, even some who do not understand English very well. Everyone had a deeply profound reaction to the film and we had a great Spirit-filled intercession time to follow.

We then went out on Friday to physically make an act of intercession. Four of us prayer walked the perimeter of the Plaza and 5 girls performed pedicures on 7 or 8 of the women. There was a beautiful point where I just saw what was happening through Jesus’s eyes.

These complete strangers were washing the feet of prostitutes for no other reason but to show them they loved them!

Instead of being the mouth we usually are, there was not a lot of talking. What a way to be hands and feet of the Lord. This is one snapshot of why I know I was called to be here.

Prayer Requests

-   My Health - Subsided now, but last week I had 2 full days of weakness, stomach pains, bowel issues and lots of sleeping. I am unsure of if I had/have a parasite, but believing for a complete healing even now. Also, my feet need prayer. EIGHT weeks ago when we first returned from the jungle I got some sort of chigger bites and although some have healed, they are still pretty bad. I have tried prayer, lemon juice, alcohol 3x a day, menthol/VapoRub, antihistamine, anti-itch cream and Cortizone cream. It’s to the point where I’m looking at possible scarring.

-   Jungle Weeks - Sunday we leave for ‘the farm’ again. This time, there are no secret plans involved. We will be building a few buildings for the jungle ministry on their property. (possibly a classroom or a medical center or sanctuary) Our lectures will continue the first week and the second week we will have an interim week of OUTREACH to various tribes down river! Each day a team will go in and ‘embassadors’ will seek out the chief/pastor. We will assess their needs and serve them with everything God enables us to do for them! Please pray for healings, salvations and discipleship to be abundant.

-   My Spanish - Progress has slowed down, but this week we are required to write our testimonies out. It’s not easy. Not at all.

-   Our Schedule - I need to take my own advice.

-   My finances. I came here partially raised, in faith on the testimony of the vision God has given me. The Lord was faithful through Thailand and even now, so I am praying for wisdom in stewardship and trust in sustenance. I’ll be honest... I’ve rationed out what I have to live an uncomfortable 8 months. I don’t see anything Biblical about going into debt. If you trust God, you trust God. I want to remind everyone, $5 or $10 goes a VERY LONG WAY in a 3rd world country. If you’ve committed, please hold to your word. I don’t have the capabilities to send you month reminders, so my blog is the best place I can do this. If you feel lead, there is a link at the top to various options. There is also a tax deductible option, if you are interested in that, please email me. My email is: stbtome@msn.com.

THANK YOU AGAIN... ‘Til next month...

Sam






Sunday, April 7, 2013

The Amazon, Alabanza, Prostitution, Español & Children



Five Weeks Walking in Discipleship

¡Hola, mi amigos! ¿Como estas? Funny how when you are serving in another country time flies by and before you know it… you´re two months in.

Iquitos is slowly becoming home. There are things to love, like the politeness, humor and the passion Peruvians and most Latinos in general have for Christ. Of coure, there are things you take for granted back home that simply are not available here. Good internet is one. Comfortabilities such as keeping cool, hot showers, not having bugs just about everywhere, ordering plane tickets in 30 minutes instead of 6 hours, predicting of torrential downpours and knowing whether or not your country is at war… challenges that living on that edge of the frontier known as the Amazon jungle bring daily. (I´ve been told by a few people that we have enterted into War with North Korea and that they have bombed us. As of April 7th, that is not the case. It brings a very slight understanding of how countries in Africa believe having sex with a virgin will cure you of AIDs or how dictators that commit atrocities get reelected. It´s all about controlling the information… even church has been guilty of that.)

This IS the Amazon!

Flashback to the first week of March. The students had just arrived on and started orientation on Monday. By Thursday, they were all questioning. ¨Why does Thursday and Friday´s schedule say, ´To Be Determined´? ´¿Por que?´

En la mañana, we grouped them together on the main floor. (In the morning) The instructions were brief. ´We are going somewhere overnight. You will be allowed to bring the clothes on your back, a sleeping bag, water bottle and whatever you can fit in this bag.´(Our leader held up a notebook sized bag.) “You have five minutes. Think wisely.”

Out of respect for potential Google searches of interest in YWAM Iquitos, I will not fully indulge in what took place afterword. (This is to ensure the surprise factor.) I can say however that the goal was to put the students to the test, right off the bat, in teams to see how they handled it. We wanted to quickly break through the facades people carry with them and see the real person behind the mask. We also wanted to encourage them to work as One Body in Christ. It was a tough experience and I can assure you, they all have stories they can tell their grandkids.

*If you want to know more, message me, skype me on a Sunday or ask me for permission to view the private gallery on facebook. J

First Month of Lectures

After a few day off from the trip of a lifetime, the students were able to start integrating into their schedule. While the language barrier has been harder for some, each class is translated. We have teachers from all kinds of different countries, just as we do students. The highlights thus far have included a week on Inner Healing, taught by Markus Buser, a Swiss who now resides in Columbia. The point of the week was to highlight people that have negatively impacted our lives and what kind of spirit we might be carrying because of it. For example, a boyfriend or girlfriend, a verbally abusive parent, a difficult coach or even through belittling ourselves. The outcome can often be a spirit that is not healthy. I’m sure you can identify in your life or in another person when they have a competitive spirit and always have to do everything right. Or the person who plays the victim roll. We all struggle in these things to varying degrees, so the idea was not to point the finger, but to overcome.

That week ended in two days of ministry time, where, in confidence the guys confessed their hurts or disappointments in others, in God, in themselves… most when through a time of prayer afterword where they expressed this to God, forgave and asked for forgiveness, were encouraged and edified… It’s these times, as anyone close to me knows, I love! A beautiful fruit we have seen from this week is that it has already been incorporated into some testimonies the students have shared recently in their Sermon/Teaching class.

Last week was focused on Spiritual Giftings, looking at the spiritual gifts listed in 1 Corinthians 12:

27 Now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it. 28 And God has placed in the church first of all apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then miracles, then gifts of healing, of helping, of guidance, and of different kinds of tongues

The names of the gifts weren’t verbatim, but we were able to look back at some of the surprises from the first week and see why when put into different teams, the students reacted certain ways. With each strength comes a set of weaknesses if the strengths are misused. We have a team who is full of apostles or what we call Leaders. They all have the urge to step out and organize each situation, they look at the big picture, etc. When we put them all together, it was at times very difficult for them to make decisions because IF they weren’t used to listening to and submitting to others ideas. The one person left in the group that was not this type was being told by each leader what to do and getting mixed messages. Having multiple languages doesn’t help any J

It’s also very encouraging and helps you understand WHERE people are most effective in work environments and in ministry. My test showed my highest scores were in Exhorter and Mercy giftings. This will also come as no surprise to those who know me well. I am very focused on listening and helping people through situations and love to encourage and build people up. The downside to having it combined is that I have a hard time saying ‘no’and tend to be a little too forgiving of people. It’s easy for me to be walked on by the stronger personalities. Knowing strengths, weaknesses and misunderstandings of each type is a great resource and I strongly suggest anyone in ministry take the test.

My Students

We have exactly 20 students from 8 nations including the US, Peru, Columbia, the Netherlands, Norway, the UK, Canada and Romania. In this first month I have gotten to get to know quite a few of them. My focus is on the gringo hombres. (aka the white boys haha) Newell is a young man of 19 years from Maryland. Jon, 18, is from Michigan and David, 24, is from the UK. (Reading to be exact.) They all are very different, yet all have a great heart to serve the Lord.

This school is made up of a lost of passionate musicians. When one lecturer asked what our dreams were, three themes arose:
1)    Music
2)    Children
3)    The Nations

As we move forward in the school, through prayer, worship, intercession, lectures, drama practice, serving in work in the kitchen, maintainence, etc. we will begin to prepare ourselves for our two months of travel to various places in Peru and Bolivia. So far on the docket are: Cusco, the jungles of Puerto Maldanalo, Lima, Tingo Maria, La Paz (in Bolivia) and Ica.

We got to perform our first set of dramas and testimonies this last week at two different churches here in Iquitos. In the United States, I think dramas aren’t taken as seriously as they are here. In public, we have been witness to a few dramas from other missionary groups, and the Peruvian people are very respectful. They clap and almost every person stays to listen to what you have to say, no matter the generation or stereotype. Please keep us in your prayers as we are working very hard to leave in June and July.

Real quickly, I would like to touch on a few other highlights.

Prostitution & Children’s Ministry

On Good Friday, our staff team had the opportunity to go out to the Plaza here to do ministry similar to that of which I was doing in the red light districts of Thailand. Quite a few emotions were welling up…nostalgia, sadness, fear, excitement…

When we got there, we came to realize that most of the women and men were inside due to the holiday. However, we interceded for the area and I washed the feet of one of the staff. We will be going back out again and this week, I am hoping to show some of my videos from Thailand as well as the documentary Nefarious.

On the other hand, the children’s ministry here is quite amazing! I will have the honor of working with them from August to December. I did, however, not realize how close to my heart the issues are here. There is a lot of child sexual abuse and trafficking. The ministry has been active for seven years and has flourished. Many of the kids are now grown up, some of who were practically adopted by the Pastor and his wife. The grown ups are now serving as teachers and helpers in the ministry. The kids go home and tell their families, their families are transformed by the love of Christ and house churches begin. Yesterday was my first official morning with them as my work group in the school was selected to work with them. They bring over 100 kids here, many of whom are in poverty, and we get to sing, dance, teach, color, eat and play with them all morning.

There will be much more fruit from this ministry and I will definitely be writing more about it in the future!

Español

My Spanish has improved. Two months in with immersion and 2 hours of classes a week has gotten me to a point where I no longer feel isolated. I can understand simple phrases such as ‘I need, I am, I have, you want, you are going’ etc. I hope to be quite fluent by August, although I have realized kids are not afraid to correct you and love to teach you simple words!

 Alabanza

Just as in my last trip, I have had the honor of singing on the worship team. We are building up two teams for the missions work we are going to be doing and it’s stretching not only my vocals, but breaking down language barriers! I love Latin worship, it’s so refreshing and fun! Just wait… there may be a sequel to Duets for Peru… DUETS FROM PERU haha!

Prayer Requests

-   My flesh... it cries out for the comforts of home, the time of rest (which isn’t bad) and the comfort of family and friends and culture...
-   An Even Greater Sense of Purpose
-   My Spanish - this last week, we did an exercise where we had to ask the English students questions in Spanish and they had to ask us their questions in English. As I said, I am to a point where I feel I can ask basic question in broken spanish and actually talk to the spanish students one-on-one. My frustration/culture shock is wavering and slowly dying, but I have quite a ways to go! haha.
-   Our schedule. We need wisdom and guidance.
-   My finances. I came here partially raised, in faith on the testimony of the vision God has given me. The Lord was faithful through Thailand and even now, so I am praying for wisdom in stewardship and trust in sustinance. I trust He will continue. If you feel lead, there is a link at the top to various options. My email is: stbtome@msn.com.

THANK YOU for the taking the time out. Thank you for the prayers, the support and all. I miss you all and hope that God’s blessings are continuing to rain down upon you! Keep pushing toward Him and toward the things He has placed a passion for in your heart.